Thank you so much for your reply,
(101st Airborne from 1963-1966)
So refreshing to have met someone who is capable of thinking rationally in addition to apparently being a compassionate person.
Desert Strike in 1694 saw me standing in the Mojave Desert looking at what seemed like Heaven to me. I never felt as if I belonged in New York with legions of people and frigid winters. Here were open skies, a horizon that stretched into the distance, heat heat heat....heaven. This is where I belong.
It would take many more years before Fate allowed my dream to....come partially true.
Found a acre of land in Wittman, AZ. Pretty much real desert. My dream.
Flew the wife (2nd) out the view the property.
She gets out of the car and screams, "SNAKESSNAKESSNAKES!!!!!
Dream over, we move further east to this Active (dying) Retirement Community.
First few years I go along with the Social Butterfly Wife; this club, that group, get togethers, etc.
Inevitably the Knives Come Out; the gossip, this group against that group.
My Ball and Chain loves it here so this is where I'll be planted, next to a Saguaro Cactus.
I have figured myself out:
- Atheist (with qualifications) "All thinking men are atheists" - Ernest Hemingway
- Nihilist "Ecclesiastes 1:14 I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind"
- Misanthrope “Truly man is the king of beasts, for his brutality exceeds them. We live by the death of others. We are burial places.”Leonardo da Vinci
The wonderful thing about old age is, for me at least, is that I don't give a F U C K, I'm going to say what's on my mind.
I'd prefer a discussion, a debate, a conversation where you show me where and how I'm wrong...which I'd admit to.
Of course I expect you would do the same.
In reality it is almost impossible to find that give and take between intelligent, fair and unbiased people.
I have personally experienced the worst of human beings with precious little to counter balance that.
Now I am very happy to read subjects I have always been interested in like Philosophy (Steven Hawking said philosophy is dead), watch Science videos, fall asleep in the LazyBoy watching Andrei Tarkovsky films. Occasionally, I have a lucid enlightening conversation with the north wall of my office.
My circle of humans is small, very small: two grown daughters and one wife - that's it; don't want or need more...umm, you are kinda making me rethink that I must admit....CI practiced Tai Chi Chuan and Qigong for years.
I truly hope this does not offend you as you seem to put stock in Sadhguru, to have faith in his "wisdom".
The odor of snake oil is strong. PT Barnum in a Turban.
Take your own advice and figure it out for yourself, beware the YouTube Gurus.
Living in a Retirement Community I can’t help thinking often about Death.
- His good friends: Cancer, Stroke, and Dementia have vacation homes here.
- This is the Grim Reaper's “Costco”, He leaves with more than he came for.
- Sun City Grand “Land of the Dead”
- Early morning “Dawn of the Dead”
- I look out my window, it’s going to be a “Day of the Dead”
- Afternoon walkers, “The Walking Dead”
- As the sun sets, the sky darkens, a prelude to “Night of the Living Dead”
- Here in Sun City Grand the Grim Reaper makes house calls, arriving with the Meat Wagons: Fire and Ambulance.
- This is where the Grim Reaper has lots of friends in the Medical Field.
- Grim Reaper asks the Doc, “Wadda ya got for me today?” Doctor Ramasawany Pinchuwallet (MD University of New Delhi) says, “I have two Big Ooops for you.” “Thanks Doc, I love them Big Ooops.” says The Grim Reaper.
- Time for your colonoscopy? You get four months of unspeakable Hell after your intestine is perforated, mercifully ended by your death.
- Have a cough? Great! We’ll take a lung.
- Can’t pee? Great! We’ll take your prostate.
“Happy the man who dies before he prays for death.”
Publilius Syrus